FYAO!!! What's the problem now??? Tell me, what's the matter now?! How long have I been there? It's already 8 months!!! 8 months!!! and I'm still a nobody. What the F*** Should I leave? Should I leave now? Should I??? Tell me... I'm really depressed now. Is that all my fault? I've been trying so hard to mix in the group, and now, I know my effort is just a waste. What's going on??? I can't figure out what's the story behind. Why? Why? Why do I always have to face this kind of problem? I started to think... maybe it's all my fault, my problem. or I am the problem...
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Lord, pls guide me in my life, be with me in my life. When there's no more people and love around me, You will be my only source of strength and hope. Amen.